[ Maruki may not have bog standard dreams anymore, but he relives his memories. There hasn't been a night since that fight that he hasn't had a nightmare that ended with a bullet through his neck, blood soaking into the ground beneath him, shock seeping rapidly into a dying mind. ]
I can be honest and say it's weighed on me. Not only because it was a frightening experience, but because I've gotten used to having Azathoth's protection.
But I don't want to dwell on it. This reality is a tough one. I want to use it as an opportunity to become better at handling situations like that.
Thank you for asking, Odasaku. I really do value you.
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cw violence i suppose
I can be honest and say it's weighed on me. Not only because it was a frightening experience, but because I've gotten used to having Azathoth's protection.
But I don't want to dwell on it. This reality is a tough one. I want to use it as an opportunity to become better at handling situations like that.
Thank you for asking, Odasaku. I really do value you.
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Folks don't check in on you all that often, do they, Maruki?
I value you too. Same reason, I think.
We'll get you safe. No worries.
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[Did he do that right? The whole "I saw everything, but we're agreeing I saw nothing" thing? He's really not very good at it, normally.
[Either way, he decides he'll check in a little more now, just to be safe.]
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Let's meet up soon, then.
If you can make it out to the farm, we can use the training grounds.
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